Hopefully sb was sharing my same troubles and got over 'em...
sadly I'm comparing myself to others instead of focusing on my own! IF EVEN there were a way I can hide them, it still won't last for a while!
I do fear while improving which turns it upside down... for example, while practicing typing and was almost there to reach my first +100 WPM I sweat and become terribly worried and then lose control, also in whatever contest my fear blurs my easy-to-solve problems...etc.
so kindly drop your advice, TYIA!