This has become a regular event. I start some contest, fuck myself up and do it again. I reached expert rating, now I have come down a lot. In every contest, I'm not able to solve some problem which I can, under lot of time. Then there are some problems, which I can barely think of. Div 1 coder seems to be just a dream. Even after 3 years of competitive programming, I can't improve any more. Competitive programming is making me question my life choices, and I'm starting to feel horribly exhausted!..........

I just wish God to give me energy to continue further, and rejoice at upvotes and endure the downvotes of the Codeforces community, and carry on! Lets hope that I have 9 lives, and I become a Candidate Master at the end of the 9th.